Monday, December 05, 2005
Saturday cell group meeting was great, the message was powerful. Passion in serving God. My leader preached it with her heart, I could feel it......
Sometimes I wonder how much I love God. Yes, I go to Bible study, attend services, cell group and prayer meetings and I am hardly absent for any of them. But, do I go out of obligation? Will I still go when it is that far away, when it is not convenient? Is it just an action to show God how much I love Him? or really because I love Him?......I don't know......I don't even know myself. Like what Pastor John Avazini said, right and wrong is so close. Sometimes I am afraid of myself. I am afraid of letting myself to do great things. I am afraid that I do them out of my own ambition. I am afraid that I do them to glorify myself instead of God.
